It's been awhile

Man I haven't been on here in awhile well I really haven't been doing up too much Im pretty much in the same spot in life as I was wen we were last all work!! I mean I totally feel like I'm not progressing in life its sorta frustrating I'm stuck in a rut seems I'm doomed to be there the rest of my life I'm making a few changes here and there I'm jus really not the patient type soo well see how things turn out in the long run haha crossing my fingers its good

GoaLs

My goals this seemed to be so simple wen I thought of them but trying to reach them.is a whole other story I mean there is ssoooo much temptations all around and sometimes I can't help but cave I really need to develop some thicker skin cause I am NOT GIVING UP this year I will accomplish it this year I just need to push myself and not put it off or give up cause something got in the way and I need to stop relying on otthers to motivate me I need to motivate myself IM GONNA GET BACK INTO SHAPE THIS YEAR NO EXCUSES!! hahahha wish me luck bloggers

NeW YeaRs ReSoLuTiONs

Soo here's my resolutions for 2012
Get physically spiritually and financially fit  hopefully everything will fall into place for me haha fingers crossed!!

eMoTioNaL RoLLeRcOaSteR

Soo to pretty much sum up this year I wud have to say the BIGGEST EMOTIONAL ROLLERCOASTER OF MY LIFE!! hahaha but every lesson I learn in some way had to do with the temple or temple worthiness which pretty much scares me but on Christmas eve my mom shared a story with us that has a simple message which was to fear not. To not let fear keep u fromtrying new things or doing something u think u can't basically to not let ur fears hold u back from wat u are capable of because we are all capable of such great things so this year Im going to try to go in it with no fear and just hope that maybe something great will happen well till then later bloggers

RaNDoM BuTTeRFLieS

Lately been getting butterflies I my stomach why I have no idea why I feel like something is gona happen I don't know wat but the wheels in my head are turning I don't know wats comin but I hope its somethin good I'm kinda scared,excited,hopeful and confused all at the same time well all I can do right now is hope for the best fingers crossed hahaha til we meet again bloggers!!

Truly blessed with the best

As u all know I have sooo much time to myself these days so i often find myself in deep thought and today I was thinking about how I have been sooo blessed in my life I was blessed to be rasied in the church and blessed to have the gospel in my life I have also been blessed with such an amazing family that keeps me goin and I love them soo much for that I have been blessed with friends who I can truly count on for any thing! I have been blessed with a job n transportation to and from my job I have been blessed with a healthy body and to think that a lot of people who weren't as lucky as me to be as blessed makes soo much more greatful for wat I do have I know it may seem I am blessed with basic n simple things but it truly is more than I could ever ask for

uPDaTiNg

Well I decided that I didn't want to finished the 30 day picutre challenge cause its jus more irritating then fun hahaha I don't know but now I've been feeling soo friggin alone even wen I'm with ppl i feel so out of place n or alone I mostly find comfort in my family and I have no idea why I feel like this k well maybe I have the slightest idea (my best friend is on her mission n one of my sisters was called back to our heavenly father) I find myself crying randomly for simple things its totally not normal but i guess this is the time for me to really discover new things and new ppl explore the world hahaha if only I could do those things I really need something to occupy my time cause jus staying isnt cutting anymore I'M READY FOR A.CHANGE!! Well ill blog ya later bloggers!!