Nelle's 5 years

Oh man i cant believe its been five years since you past away you've been missed constantly not a moment goes by without someone saying i wish nelle was here or if only nelle was here. When you first passed i didnt have an understanding of the gospel. I didnt understand why these things happend or why it had to be you. I now know that heavenly father had more instore for you that its was essential for you to be with him now. That we had much to learn from your passing. The closer your loved ones came unto christ the closer they felt to your spirit. I would often find myself thinking of how different things would be if you were here but coming to know the gospel I now find myself thinking of the great reunion in heaven. I often fear for family members who dont know the gospel or dont want to know I want so badly for all of us to be there but i know the choices they make are theres for a reason and that the trials they face can not always be fixed by me.But I have faith that heavenly father will help them to see the truthfulness of the gospel to see aww the love heavenly father has for them. although the loss of you saddened me it also helped me take a step towars christ a step toward the temple im truly greatful for the gospel and the opportunity it gives us to live with our loved ones again. I know it to be true with every inch of me its something i can not deny. I love you all and thanks for reading bloggers

Hello again blogging world

It has been awhile since I been on here and I'm glad to report that a few things have changed since I we last met. I'm am now a married woman and reading back on my past post I actually married a creep lol. I started this blog when I was 21 and I am now 26 and my husband will not let me forget it lol. I will tell you guys a little bit about him his name is Teukifelepule Tai and he is 24 hence why he wont let me forget my age but its okay cause he looks older then me and that's what really counts right??.... but anyways when I was reading my old blogs my last ones talked about feeling like I don't know where my life is headed and I'm glad to say I now know what I'm doing with my life and don't feel as depressed and lost anymore a lot of that has to do with reactivating myself into going to church although I haven't been great about it lately. I did see how much me and my husband were blessed for going. I'm still overweight and dramatic but luckily I found somebody who accepts me for all my many flaws. I've been married for a little over a year and half we just got sealed in the temple this past February. Married life is a lot different then I thought it would be its been the most challenging thing I've face thus far lol all you married folks know what I'm talking about lol. although it has its challenges it has such great rewards even though we have been married for only a little bit of time there has been major amount of growth from both of us. I can honestly say that I would never go back to being single lol.  well I hope you enjoyed catching up with me laters bloggers