Nelle's 5 years

Oh man i cant believe its been five years since you past away you've been missed constantly not a moment goes by without someone saying i wish nelle was here or if only nelle was here. When you first passed i didnt have an understanding of the gospel. I didnt understand why these things happend or why it had to be you. I now know that heavenly father had more instore for you that its was essential for you to be with him now. That we had much to learn from your passing. The closer your loved ones came unto christ the closer they felt to your spirit. I would often find myself thinking of how different things would be if you were here but coming to know the gospel I now find myself thinking of the great reunion in heaven. I often fear for family members who dont know the gospel or dont want to know I want so badly for all of us to be there but i know the choices they make are theres for a reason and that the trials they face can not always be fixed by me.But I have faith that heavenly father will help them to see the truthfulness of the gospel to see aww the love heavenly father has for them. although the loss of you saddened me it also helped me take a step towars christ a step toward the temple im truly greatful for the gospel and the opportunity it gives us to live with our loved ones again. I know it to be true with every inch of me its something i can not deny. I love you all and thanks for reading bloggers