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Well I decided that I didn't want to finished the 30 day picutre challenge cause its jus more irritating then fun hahaha I don't know but now I've been feeling soo friggin alone even wen I'm with ppl i feel so out of place n or alone I mostly find comfort in my family and I have no idea why I feel like this k well maybe I have the slightest idea (my best friend is on her mission n one of my sisters was called back to our heavenly father) I find myself crying randomly for simple things its totally not normal but i guess this is the time for me to really discover new things and new ppl explore the world hahaha if only I could do those things I really need something to occupy my time cause jus staying isnt cutting anymore I'M READY FOR A.CHANGE!! Well ill blog ya later bloggers!!