my BIGGEST blessings

i guess you can say this is sorta a re-write from one of my earlier post about my family well i guess I'm kinda just realizing why i love these people so much haha late yeah but better late then never hahaha well i guess well start with head of the house (Peleti Anthony Pulu II)
my dad is still the hardest working man in my eyes continually working hard to support his family and i will be forever grateful to him i guess you know you love someone unconditionally when you love them for there faults and that's exactly why i love this guy from the fobby way he dresses to his jokes that only him and my mom find hilarious and its kinda hard not love him for it haha i am also very proud of him for all the major changes he's made in his life especially for getting baptized and being worthy priesthood holder our home has such a different spirit because of it and i am soo lucky that he's my dad
next is my mom (Janella Filigataula Pulu)
although me and my mom are usually at odds with each other it never ceases to amaze me how clearly she  knows and loves her children it always surprises me when i think she doesn't know something about me like my favorite color and she randomly gets me a nail polish and says that's your favorite color right?? and i sort of just nod in shock that she even remembered haha other than that my mom is always the one to  put us back on track because we definitely go off track allot haha and i hate to admit it but she is usually always right my mom also gives long lectures but i never really got why she lectured us so much until i wrote my sister janessa i was irritated with everyone so when i got an e-mail from her and it was a lecture to me i was not happy so i wrote her back saying why do i always get the lecture e-mails when everyone else gets this nice little stories her next e-mail caught me by surprise because she said it is only because i see so much potential in you is why i push so much and straight away i thought of my mom and her lectures i am soo grateful she sees that much potential in me
now on to the siblings first is (Jarae Fa'ataualofa Pulu)
she is the oldest of us all which usually means the most bossy haha but jarae isn't really bossy only when shes lazy she'll be bossy but for the most part she's not in my life jarae has been the most dependable person i know when ever i need her she is there for me whether it be a ride to the store or someone to keep me company when I'm home alone it so comforting to know that i have someone like that in my life even though she looks like shell beat you up she is one of the biggest softies i know haha she is constantly giving whether it be her time or her money she is always willing to help and Ive always looked up to her she one of my role models although she has her faults i will always look up to her
next on the list is (Janessa Ernestina Pulu)
i guess you can say janessa is the leader of all my parents children mostly cause the rest of us are kind of shy what else can i say about this shopaholic i guess you can say she is almost exactly like my mom and looks like my dad i really can not tell how much she reminds me of my mom from what a worry wart she is to her lectures the only  thing that differs is she has a more outgoing personality then my mom does janessa is one of my best friends i can talk to her about anything except for secrets cause she has a hard time keeping those to her self haha and like my mom she always puts me and my brother in our places when we start to get out of hand she knows me inside and out so she knows when im lying to her soo i dont get away with much when shes around haha i guess thats a good thing haha she is also constantly pushing us to be the best we can be and dont know where i would be with out her
lastly is (Peleti Butch Jr. Pulu III)
where do i start with this kid me and bj use to fight alot mostly because he never listened to me but weve grown out of that stage of our lives i like to think haha it wasnt very easy for bj to grow up with three over protective sisters/ bullys haha yeah i admit i was probably the biggest bully to him but like i said we have grown out of that stage of our lives haha bj has always had this calmness about him and he isnt really one to lose his temper he is also one of the most talented kids i know but  he is usually getting lectured from either me and my sisters or my mom its only because we do see how much potential he has but bj has always been such a huge example not only to me but my whole family i will always see him in his room reading his scriptures and saying his prayers without being told to and always the first to be ready for church i know that he will be a great missionary from the he faithfully prepares and i am so proud to call him my younger brother

i think i've found my newest obession haha

alrite sooo like barely this year i watched all of the avatar the last airbender episodes haha yeah i know hella late but i didnt watch them wen they came out because in high school everyone was obessed with it and i refused to watch it for that reason alone haha yeah im stubborn as hell but anyways i never really planned on ever watching it but wen my brother bj came back from school we had barely go netflix and he started watching all the episodes so i did too mostly because of the lack of things to do at my house haha and i found myself addicted!! i couldnt get enough of the show i would watch it from wen i got home from work till i fell asleep at night until the last episode and lucky me i find out that there putting out a sequel series called The Legend of Korra!! im so excited to watch the whole series haha welp jus thought id share hahaha

General Conference:)

so this general conference had such beautiful talks and it never ceases to amaze me that every general conference my prayers are answered i can not tell you how grateful i am for the messages i receive from it. well before conference i really haven't been active in church and could jus feel myself slipping away from the gospel. i mean i wasn't getting into anything serious like drugs and alcohol but i was becoming more and more distant from the church i didn't feel the need for it anymore i became angry when i had to put reading scriptures and family prayer before my favorite t.v. show or it interrupted my sleeping time i final realized that i was becoming more and more unhappy with myself the spirit had been dwindling out of my life and i hadn't even realized it and then i began to pray to help me get back to the gospel to go back to church to be able to have the spirit with me again after i prayed about it i didn't suddenly feel the spirt back in my life i felt alone like i have fallen so far away from the gospel that i wasn't worthy enough to go back to church or even have the spirit with me but still i prayed in hopes that i will be able to have the spirit with me then came general conference came i watched all the sunday sessions but the message that came to me through out the whole session was no matter how far you fall there is always a way back and through out all of conference i felt the spirit back with me and sense of comfort knowing that my prayers had been answered i do have a testimony of this gospel and i know it to be the only true church on the face of the earth i know thomas s monson is a prophet of god and he does receive revelation from god i know that scriptures are true and especially know that prayers are answered i am so grateful for having the gospel in my life  i love you all hope you got something out of this if not its okay cause i did haha lol

Friendship is like peeing urself everyone can see it but only u get the warm feeling that it brings

I finally found a book!!

Hahahaha I know on numerous occasions Ive expressed my utter hatred of reading books and how Ive never been able to read a whole book because it usually starts to bore me Hahahhaa well I went and bought the hunger games trilogy books and Omg I started reading on Sunday morining and Now it's Monday and I'm almost finished with book one Omg I.never thought this day wud come  hahaha I'm actually more addicted to that book than tv and we all know how much I love my tv time  I wud pretty much say its a friggin miracle hahahhaha I'm pretty excited about it hahahaha I know sad it took me this long hahahahaha

It's been awhile

Man I haven't been on here in awhile well I really haven't been doing up too much Im pretty much in the same spot in life as I was wen we were last all work!! I mean I totally feel like I'm not progressing in life its sorta frustrating I'm stuck in a rut seems I'm doomed to be there the rest of my life I'm making a few changes here and there I'm jus really not the patient type soo well see how things turn out in the long run haha crossing my fingers its good

GoaLs

My goals this seemed to be so simple wen I thought of them but trying to reach them.is a whole other story I mean there is ssoooo much temptations all around and sometimes I can't help but cave I really need to develop some thicker skin cause I am NOT GIVING UP this year I will accomplish it this year I just need to push myself and not put it off or give up cause something got in the way and I need to stop relying on otthers to motivate me I need to motivate myself IM GONNA GET BACK INTO SHAPE THIS YEAR NO EXCUSES!! hahahha wish me luck bloggers