General Conference:)

so this general conference had such beautiful talks and it never ceases to amaze me that every general conference my prayers are answered i can not tell you how grateful i am for the messages i receive from it. well before conference i really haven't been active in church and could jus feel myself slipping away from the gospel. i mean i wasn't getting into anything serious like drugs and alcohol but i was becoming more and more distant from the church i didn't feel the need for it anymore i became angry when i had to put reading scriptures and family prayer before my favorite t.v. show or it interrupted my sleeping time i final realized that i was becoming more and more unhappy with myself the spirit had been dwindling out of my life and i hadn't even realized it and then i began to pray to help me get back to the gospel to go back to church to be able to have the spirit with me again after i prayed about it i didn't suddenly feel the spirt back in my life i felt alone like i have fallen so far away from the gospel that i wasn't worthy enough to go back to church or even have the spirit with me but still i prayed in hopes that i will be able to have the spirit with me then came general conference came i watched all the sunday sessions but the message that came to me through out the whole session was no matter how far you fall there is always a way back and through out all of conference i felt the spirit back with me and sense of comfort knowing that my prayers had been answered i do have a testimony of this gospel and i know it to be the only true church on the face of the earth i know thomas s monson is a prophet of god and he does receive revelation from god i know that scriptures are true and especially know that prayers are answered i am so grateful for having the gospel in my life  i love you all hope you got something out of this if not its okay cause i did haha lol

Friendship is like peeing urself everyone can see it but only u get the warm feeling that it brings

I finally found a book!!

Hahahaha I know on numerous occasions Ive expressed my utter hatred of reading books and how Ive never been able to read a whole book because it usually starts to bore me Hahahhaa well I went and bought the hunger games trilogy books and Omg I started reading on Sunday morining and Now it's Monday and I'm almost finished with book one Omg I.never thought this day wud come  hahaha I'm actually more addicted to that book than tv and we all know how much I love my tv time  I wud pretty much say its a friggin miracle hahahhaha I'm pretty excited about it hahahaha I know sad it took me this long hahahahaha

It's been awhile

Man I haven't been on here in awhile well I really haven't been doing up too much Im pretty much in the same spot in life as I was wen we were last all work!! I mean I totally feel like I'm not progressing in life its sorta frustrating I'm stuck in a rut seems I'm doomed to be there the rest of my life I'm making a few changes here and there I'm jus really not the patient type soo well see how things turn out in the long run haha crossing my fingers its good

GoaLs

My goals this seemed to be so simple wen I thought of them but trying to reach them.is a whole other story I mean there is ssoooo much temptations all around and sometimes I can't help but cave I really need to develop some thicker skin cause I am NOT GIVING UP this year I will accomplish it this year I just need to push myself and not put it off or give up cause something got in the way and I need to stop relying on otthers to motivate me I need to motivate myself IM GONNA GET BACK INTO SHAPE THIS YEAR NO EXCUSES!! hahahha wish me luck bloggers

NeW YeaRs ReSoLuTiONs

Soo here's my resolutions for 2012
Get physically spiritually and financially fit  hopefully everything will fall into place for me haha fingers crossed!!

eMoTioNaL RoLLeRcOaSteR

Soo to pretty much sum up this year I wud have to say the BIGGEST EMOTIONAL ROLLERCOASTER OF MY LIFE!! hahaha but every lesson I learn in some way had to do with the temple or temple worthiness which pretty much scares me but on Christmas eve my mom shared a story with us that has a simple message which was to fear not. To not let fear keep u fromtrying new things or doing something u think u can't basically to not let ur fears hold u back from wat u are capable of because we are all capable of such great things so this year Im going to try to go in it with no fear and just hope that maybe something great will happen well till then later bloggers