NeW sTaRT

After losing someone close to me I started thinking of the plan of salvation and how I need to start following that plan so that I can return back to our heavenly father and have a chance to live with my loved ones again so I decided to do wat my uncle Jason said in his eulogy " get to safety get to the temple" I'm gona do better at going to church, reading my scriptures , saying prayers daily, fasting, everything I need to do to get to the temple because I could not live without my family down here so I know I can't live without them up there I also want to help my struggling family members "get to safety" too. I do not want to be missing family members wen judgement day comes I want to see all of my families beautiful faces up there 

Missing my sister

It so hard to feel like if u were there u could of done something to change wat happen and to see everyone hurt and u can stop there pain not only did we lose a wife/daughter/sister we lost one of the most beautiful spirits I have ever come to know beautiful inside and out I'm trying so hard to think of the plan of salvation and that we will meet again but can't help but feel like an emotional wreak I will forever love u my sister JANELLE LULA TONGAONEVAI!! forever in my thoughts and in my heart I can not express to you how much u meant to me the lord has truly gained a beautiful angel  rest in love my beautiful sister I love you forever and a eternity:'(

RaNDoM tHiNGs

I'm bored so I'm just gona blog about the random thoughts goin through my head I've kinda notice that alot of ppl like to confide there deepest darkest secrets /sob stories/personal problems to me its always wen I'm sitting there minding my own business then they randomly come up to me and they pour there hearts out then I'm kinda jus sitting there not knowing wat they want me to say to them cause I can honestly I haven't been through that much in my life to be giving advice out unless u want advice on how to publicly embarrass urself I can't really help ya out  cause believe me I got plenty of stories where I publicly embarrass myself hahahaha I mean I guess some ppl jus like to vent there feelings but its kinda weird to vent ur feelings to someone ur not that close with hahaha just one of the many things I was thinkin about. these days I'm mostly thinking about gettin a new job just cause I desperately want one hahahaha that and losing about a billion pounds off my disgustingly fat body hahahaha Im always saying wen I'm skinnier im gona ____________ fill in the blank hahahaha welp I'm in desperate need of self motivation to whip my ahh into shape!! Sooner or later ill be skinny I'm jus hoping its sooner than later hahaha  hope u enjoyed the many thoughts of Jayme malaea pulu hahahaha

iN DeSpeRaTe NeeD oF a NeW JoB

I really really need to find a new job my current job was good for a few months but its getting kinda frustrating now cause I'm tired of working in this hell hole soooo hahaha I need a new friggin job I'm always tired after work and the tiny little pay check really isn't worth it anymore soo if know of any job openings plz let me know I'm desperate as hell hahahaha thank ya and good day bloggerz

sT. GeoRGe/ JacK iN tHe BoX HeRe i CoMe!!

I'm so fuzzin excited to eat jack in the box hahaha yeah I know I'm fat tell me something I don't know Hahahahaha were not jus going for jack in the box were also going to see my brothers game because he is goin to Dixie for college first one in are family to get a scholarship so proud of him even though he's usually the one whose always working my nerves hahaha but he is lucky I love his annoying ahh welp until we meet again bloggerz! Hahaha

I HaVe SoMe WeiRDo PaReNtS

Well I'm sitting in the car with my parents and as I'm minding my own business I start listening to my parents conversation and they talking in there little weirdo slang trying to recreate there teen years I guess then my dad breaks out into his wanna be laughing samoans accent the most disturbing thing about this is that this happens on a regular basis its a good thing I love those weirdos! I think I'm slowly turning into them ahhhhh!!!! Hahahaha oh well that's not the worst thing that could happen hahaha

MoSt BoRiNGeSt DaY oF My LiFe

I am soo dam.bored out of my brains my day started off like crap wen we were told at work we have to work alone now even though time went by pretty fast it was pure boredom torture!! I have never felt soo.dam bored in my 21 years of life then I came home to take a little nap before volleyball probably the highlight of my life because volleyball was canceled well off to find another volleyball wish us luck hahaha