eMoTioNaL RoLLeRcOaSteR

Soo to pretty much sum up this year I wud have to say the BIGGEST EMOTIONAL ROLLERCOASTER OF MY LIFE!! hahaha but every lesson I learn in some way had to do with the temple or temple worthiness which pretty much scares me but on Christmas eve my mom shared a story with us that has a simple message which was to fear not. To not let fear keep u fromtrying new things or doing something u think u can't basically to not let ur fears hold u back from wat u are capable of because we are all capable of such great things so this year Im going to try to go in it with no fear and just hope that maybe something great will happen well till then later bloggers

RaNDoM BuTTeRFLieS

Lately been getting butterflies I my stomach why I have no idea why I feel like something is gona happen I don't know wat but the wheels in my head are turning I don't know wats comin but I hope its somethin good I'm kinda scared,excited,hopeful and confused all at the same time well all I can do right now is hope for the best fingers crossed hahaha til we meet again bloggers!!

Truly blessed with the best

As u all know I have sooo much time to myself these days so i often find myself in deep thought and today I was thinking about how I have been sooo blessed in my life I was blessed to be rasied in the church and blessed to have the gospel in my life I have also been blessed with such an amazing family that keeps me goin and I love them soo much for that I have been blessed with friends who I can truly count on for any thing! I have been blessed with a job n transportation to and from my job I have been blessed with a healthy body and to think that a lot of people who weren't as lucky as me to be as blessed makes soo much more greatful for wat I do have I know it may seem I am blessed with basic n simple things but it truly is more than I could ever ask for

uPDaTiNg

Well I decided that I didn't want to finished the 30 day picutre challenge cause its jus more irritating then fun hahaha I don't know but now I've been feeling soo friggin alone even wen I'm with ppl i feel so out of place n or alone I mostly find comfort in my family and I have no idea why I feel like this k well maybe I have the slightest idea (my best friend is on her mission n one of my sisters was called back to our heavenly father) I find myself crying randomly for simple things its totally not normal but i guess this is the time for me to really discover new things and new ppl explore the world hahaha if only I could do those things I really need something to occupy my time cause jus staying isnt cutting anymore I'M READY FOR A.CHANGE!! Well ill blog ya later bloggers!!

DaY 16-a PiCtuRe oF SoMeoNe wHo iNsPiReS YoU

I had to say my grandma strongest woman I know

DaY 15-a PiCtuRe oF SoMetHiNg YoU WaNt tO Do BeFoRe YoU DiE

Hang gliding it looks so fun

WeN aRe u GoNa sTaRt DaTiNg?? sPeecH.... :$

I can not tell u how tired i am of getting asked this question wen u gona start dating?? wen are gona have kids?? Wen are u gona find aw husband??  It's like they think I can tell the future or jus want me to date any old loser that comes up to me I don't know how many times I'm gona have to explain this to them I just don't want to date yet yeah I'm like 21 but I don't care to date right now soo there I mean I'm not totally opposed to dating ill give it a chance if were to ever come up but otherwise I don't really want to go out looking for someone to ask me out its jus not the way I operate hahaha well jus thought I wud vent to my blog cause I can't vent to my mom seeing how she's the one who does that does this to me hahaha till next time bloggers

DaY 14-a PiCtuRe oF SoMeONe YoU CouLD NoT iMaGiNe YoUR LiFe WitHoUt

These ppl right here

DaY 13-a PiCtuRe oF a MeMoRaBLe NiGHt

I guess my whole high school life was pretty dam memorable hahaha

DaY12-a PiCtuRe oF SoMetHiNg YoU LoVe

I know everyone puts there family but i don't care there wat I love most

DaY 11- a PiCtuRe oF SoMetHiNg YoU HaTe

I'd have to say cleaning I jus everything wud magically clean itself hahahaha

DaY 10-a PiCtuRe oF SoMeoNe YoU Do tHe MoSt WeiRD StuFF WitH

Im the type of person who does weird stuff with everyone soooo I don't really know who to put hahaha

DaY 8- a PiCtuRe oF YouR MoSt tReaSuReD iTeM

Hmmm I think its my xbox kinect hahahaha idk prolly cause its one of the only things I actually own hahahaha

Woops forgot to post it hahaha

DaY 9-a PiCtuRe oF SoMeoNe wHo HaS GoTTeN YoU tHouRgH tHe MoSt

Prolly my parents i mean who else is gona have ur back ?? Haha

DaY 7-a PiCtuRe tHat MaKeS YoU LaUgH

hahahahaha there costumes were the fuzzin cutest things ever!! hahahaha

DaY 6- a PiCtuRe oF SoMeoNe YoU WouLD LoVe tO tRaDe pLaCe

I don't really want to trade places with but someone I think wud be interesting to trade places with is lady Gaga cause she's does such weird stuff idk hahahahaha

DaY 5- a PiCtuRe oF YouR FaVoRiTe MeMoRy

All of my favorite memories were wen I was a kid

DaY 4- a PiCtuRe oF YouR FaVoRiTe BaND oR aRtiSt

Lauryn hills my favorite

DaY 3- a PiCtuRe oF tHe CaSt oF YoUR FaVoRitE T.V. sHoW

I'm sorta addicted to television soo I don't really have a favorite show soo ill jus put a picture of a tv hahaha

DaY 2- a PiCtuRe oF YoU aND tHe PeRsoN YoU'Ve BeeN cLoSeSt wiTH tHe LoNGeSt

My sister janessa from diapers days to now

FoR FuN

Found this 30 day photo challenge and thought it wud be fun to do sooo here we go

Day 1- a picture of urself with 15 facts

1-my full name is Jayme Malaea Pulu
2-I have 2 sisters n 3 brothers
3-I belong to The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints
4-I love to laugh
5-I still do not have my driver's license
6-I am deathly afraid of spiders
7-My family means the world to me I will do anything for them
8-I am a PRO at embarrassing myself in public
9-I have the worst temper out of my siblings
10-I don't date (jus cause)
11-I kind of jus say wats on my mind without thinking
12-I get homesick very fast (cause I'm a homebody)
13-I try to be as honest as I can be
14-I am undefeated in dance central on x-box kinect
15-Love to be around the ones I love!

OveRTiMe WiLL Be tHe DeaTH oF Me!!

okay well you know how ive been working at the sephora warehouse for about a month and a half well usually i would be getting off early alot because there isnt enough work for anybody but this past week has felt like the longest week of my life ive have been working 12 to 10 hour shifts everyday its sooo dam exhausting i thought i would be loving overtime cause i actually like my job but everyday i can not wait to get the hell out of that place hahaha and then wen i get home i think my parents think that i dont do anything at work and should have all this energy but hello i have been up since 4:30 this morning im kinda dam tired hahaha and im pretty sure work is gona be like this for awhile im sooo not looking forward to it hahaha well aleast im making new friends over there and everyones pretty nice over there its just kinda funny cause everyone swears even these innocent looking grammas are like swearin up a storm hahaha its jus kinda funny to listen to but not to worry i still only half swear hahahaha i think thats why ppl look at me weird hahaha but i dont care haha

MiDNiGHt sCaReS

Soo the night before holloween me and my sister janessa my brother bj and my cousin dumar were watching scary movies in the living room we all fell asleep while watching Friday the 13th ( Jason movie ) I woke up around 1 in the morning to use the bathroom I come back down the stairs to go back to sleep wen I get downstairs I turn off the t.v. the boys left on after I turn off the t.v.  I see dumars head pop up he begins to call my brother bjs name as I get closer he starts to call bjs name louder all the while my.half awake voice is trying to tell him its just me but then he pushes me on my brother whose sleep on the floor and my brother turns around and grabs me like he caught a burglar I yell to tell them its me and my brother let's go of me there's a moment of silence then we hear dumar  " FRIICK!!" we all start to bust out laughing it truly was the laugh of the night hahaha

"TaKiNg tHe CaTs FoR a RiDe" hahaha

Soo yesterday I got off work early cause we didn't have enough stuff to pick soo I called my dad to come pick me up finally my dad gets to my work as were driving home my dad is telling me wat I need to clean we soon start talking about cleaning the garage I tell my dad I don't want to clean it cause it stinks from my moms cat he quickly agrees with me his phone starts to ring and it is none other than my mom my dad begins to tell her he is going to " take the cat for a ride" to know the meaning of that I have to tell the story about it our first cat we had would always go out into the neighborhood and come back knocked up hahhaa to make a long story short my dad got tired of it and took the cat and drop her off on the otherside of town soo back to wat I was saying my mom soon came to the denfense of her cat my dad explained to her why we can't have the cat finally we got home my dad told me to pour the cat food to lure it in shortly after the cat showed up my dada searched the garage for a cage I then told him we gave it away along time ago he rushed inside to the basement wen he came back out to the with his football bag and told me to put the cat in the bag and put it in back of the seat of the car and to say the least we took the cat for a ride hahahahaha and well see u next time for the adventures of jayme pulu hahahaha 

WoRKiN

K well I work at sephora's warehouse for those of u who.don't know what sephora sells high end make up and expensive stuff like that well anyways I pick items from the shelves and oh my gosh it is so hard to not steal some of the stuff they got but soo far I have resisted the temptation to put stuff in my pockets I figure if I jus go to the store to buy it'll be jus as good right?? Well ill jus see about that hahaha now I jus gotta save up some money to get the stuff hahaha that is all later bloggers

TaKe Me FoR wHo i aM

This whole time I've been blogging I have not made a blog to introduce myself haha welp its like a wise person once told me "its never to late" hahahaha I am 21 years old and I'm the second youngest of four children my full name is Jayme Malaea Pulu I graduated 2008 from Granger High School Home of the Lancers u might find me wearing a crap load of Hunter High School (grangers rivals) shirts/ sweaters but its only to support my family who goes there cause me and my sister janessa are the only ones who did not attend hunter haha why?? u ask well I have no idea hahaha on to more important things ME hahaha well anyways I'm very willing to embarrass myself jus for a laugh I usually tend not to care wat I look like so don't be surprised if I look like I.jus rolled outta bed cause most of the time that's exactly wat happens I'm very addicted to television hahaha sad I know but I can't help but glue my eyes to the screen other than that I love to play volleyball my all time favorite sport probably all the girls in my familys favorite but wat can I say it runs in the family something that also runs in the family that I suffer from is having a bad temper most people outside of my family don't see that often so that.means when I'm a witch stay far away from me cause I will be tempted to sweat/hit you if u get on my.nerves and sometimes it sounds.like I'm mad but I'm really blunt about my feelings at the moment sooo yea i really love to laugh and I.will usually laugh at pretty much everything even if its not  a joke ill jus randomly laugh I don't know why I jus do and during akward moments and Ill jus smile akwardly its jus one of those habbits u have Ithat u don't notice until someone tells u and believe me janessas always there to point out wat I'm doin wrong hahahaha one of the most important things about me is I LOVE MY FAMILY TO PEICES and will do anything for them that's  pretty much all my friends too hahaha I don't care my family is way funner to be around then most ppl I know sooo there all index in life I guess that's it haha hope u had a blast in a glass reading my blogg peace out bloggers

tHe PeOpLe wHo GeT oN My NeRVeS tHe MoSt hahahaha jk

I jus felt like sharing about the people who piss me off on a regular basis hahahaha don't get me wrong  I love them unconditionally but oh boy do they push my buttons hahahaha jk well I guess we can start things off with
>> tHe HaRDeSt WoRKiN MaN i kNoW<<  my popz
My dad is one of the.most outgoing people I know. He also thinks he's one of the guys on laughing with samoans so prepare urself for his never ending impressions. That or his one eyed laugh hes seems like he's scary wen he's upstairs yelling are names at the top of his lungs but chances are wen u get up there he's gona ask u to find the remote for him/make him a sandwich all things aside my dad works soo hard for are family working two jobs with his many aches, pains, and illnesses through all of that he never forgets what he's workin for so grateful for the preisthood he holds and the examples he continually shows us

Next up is >> 49ers #1 FaN<<my mom
One thing I can definitely tell u is this woman loves her son to peices haha I always tease her about the favoritism she shows him but she jus denies denies denies hahahaha one of these days ill get her to admit it lol besides her love for her son she is a die hard 49ers fan the screaming at the t.v./buying everything that has 49ers on it . Type of fan. She also is in desperate need of a grandchild!! Never seen a lady so baby hungry haha but more importantly she has a huge heart she may go about things in the wrong way but her heart is in the right place. Trying to help those who need her help the most although I fight with her the most I will always be grateful for her humble examples

Now on to the siblings first terrorist is >> tHe PiNk PaNtHeR<< Jarae she is the oldest of us four but at times can act like the youngest haha but watch out for this one she likes to ruck innocent bystanders who are simply running by hahahaha sometimes.I.wonder if she thinks life is a rugby game haha Jarae has a habbit of telling you stories of things that have nothing to do with wat were talking about she may not be the brighest of the bunch she sure is entertaining she may look like a gangster she is really a ganja farmer hahahaha jk shes big teddy bear but besides all that she is mommy number 2 to me and my brother n sister. And also to the many children she babysitts haha I'm very.grateful for everything she does for me and the help she always gives me

It's the on to  the >> BoSSy sHoPaHoLiC<< Janessa this devil child is actually the one I'm with all the time its rare to see only one of us but if I do go somewhere without her I'm sure to hear this question through out  the whole night " where's Nessa??" And its the same thing if she goes somewhere with out me wen but I will give u this single warning if u do not want to spend 5 hours in the store looking at one peice of clothing then do not go shopping with janessa and she will also try and trick u.into going by asking u if want to go eat but don't fall for it!! And if she tells u she bought u.a dress what she means is she's gona let u wear the dress wen she doesn't want to wear it hahahha okay maybe that's jus me. Hahahaha  but anyways she has been recently called to serve the people of Tulsa Oklahoma soo proud to call her my sister and also very proud of her decision to serve the lord

Last but definitely not least is >> My FaVoRiTe eNeMy<< Peleti or otherwise known as beej wen we were younger me and bj were sworn mortal enemys but wasn't till recently we started to not piss eachother off  hahahaha this guy likes to think he's quite the ladies man but having three over protective sisters kinda cramps his style bj is probably the skinniest fatboy I know he eats like he's pregnant but yet never gains a pound it boggles my mind hahahaha he's a very calm laid back sorta kid but pretty much gets watever he wants from all of us sometimes I jus can't help.but cave haha but beej is nicknamed the golden child mostly to tease my mom but hes probably the closest one to being a golden child we got he continues to surprise me with his accomplishments and choices it just seems like he has life figured out  I'm so grateful for his humble spirit and amazing accomplishments

bj's in the green and thats elder davidson in the white

NeW sTaRT

After losing someone close to me I started thinking of the plan of salvation and how I need to start following that plan so that I can return back to our heavenly father and have a chance to live with my loved ones again so I decided to do wat my uncle Jason said in his eulogy " get to safety get to the temple" I'm gona do better at going to church, reading my scriptures , saying prayers daily, fasting, everything I need to do to get to the temple because I could not live without my family down here so I know I can't live without them up there I also want to help my struggling family members "get to safety" too. I do not want to be missing family members wen judgement day comes I want to see all of my families beautiful faces up there 

Missing my sister

It so hard to feel like if u were there u could of done something to change wat happen and to see everyone hurt and u can stop there pain not only did we lose a wife/daughter/sister we lost one of the most beautiful spirits I have ever come to know beautiful inside and out I'm trying so hard to think of the plan of salvation and that we will meet again but can't help but feel like an emotional wreak I will forever love u my sister JANELLE LULA TONGAONEVAI!! forever in my thoughts and in my heart I can not express to you how much u meant to me the lord has truly gained a beautiful angel  rest in love my beautiful sister I love you forever and a eternity:'(

RaNDoM tHiNGs

I'm bored so I'm just gona blog about the random thoughts goin through my head I've kinda notice that alot of ppl like to confide there deepest darkest secrets /sob stories/personal problems to me its always wen I'm sitting there minding my own business then they randomly come up to me and they pour there hearts out then I'm kinda jus sitting there not knowing wat they want me to say to them cause I can honestly I haven't been through that much in my life to be giving advice out unless u want advice on how to publicly embarrass urself I can't really help ya out  cause believe me I got plenty of stories where I publicly embarrass myself hahahaha I mean I guess some ppl jus like to vent there feelings but its kinda weird to vent ur feelings to someone ur not that close with hahaha just one of the many things I was thinkin about. these days I'm mostly thinking about gettin a new job just cause I desperately want one hahahaha that and losing about a billion pounds off my disgustingly fat body hahahaha Im always saying wen I'm skinnier im gona ____________ fill in the blank hahahaha welp I'm in desperate need of self motivation to whip my ahh into shape!! Sooner or later ill be skinny I'm jus hoping its sooner than later hahaha  hope u enjoyed the many thoughts of Jayme malaea pulu hahahaha

iN DeSpeRaTe NeeD oF a NeW JoB

I really really need to find a new job my current job was good for a few months but its getting kinda frustrating now cause I'm tired of working in this hell hole soooo hahaha I need a new friggin job I'm always tired after work and the tiny little pay check really isn't worth it anymore soo if know of any job openings plz let me know I'm desperate as hell hahahaha thank ya and good day bloggerz

sT. GeoRGe/ JacK iN tHe BoX HeRe i CoMe!!

I'm so fuzzin excited to eat jack in the box hahaha yeah I know I'm fat tell me something I don't know Hahahahaha were not jus going for jack in the box were also going to see my brothers game because he is goin to Dixie for college first one in are family to get a scholarship so proud of him even though he's usually the one whose always working my nerves hahaha but he is lucky I love his annoying ahh welp until we meet again bloggerz! Hahaha

I HaVe SoMe WeiRDo PaReNtS

Well I'm sitting in the car with my parents and as I'm minding my own business I start listening to my parents conversation and they talking in there little weirdo slang trying to recreate there teen years I guess then my dad breaks out into his wanna be laughing samoans accent the most disturbing thing about this is that this happens on a regular basis its a good thing I love those weirdos! I think I'm slowly turning into them ahhhhh!!!! Hahahaha oh well that's not the worst thing that could happen hahaha

MoSt BoRiNGeSt DaY oF My LiFe

I am soo dam.bored out of my brains my day started off like crap wen we were told at work we have to work alone now even though time went by pretty fast it was pure boredom torture!! I have never felt soo.dam bored in my 21 years of life then I came home to take a little nap before volleyball probably the highlight of my life because volleyball was canceled well off to find another volleyball wish us luck hahaha

FaMiLy iSNt aBoUt TiMe

So this summer has been family filled its kinda sad that its been a long time since we've had one of those but I'm glad that were able to spend more time since I mostly been around my bros I'm really soo proud of all of them and there accomplishments ( mission, college, sports,church activities) even though they get on my nerves sometimes I am tens times more proud of them then I am annoyed of them that's probably why I always cave wen they ask me for stuff ( mostly food) well anyways that's all for now bloggerz this picture is wat my summer consisted of haha

SuM PeoPLe

Isn't it funny how some people think you care if they're mad at you but you could really care less and they ignore you like its hurting you're feelings haha yeah well this seems to happen a lot to me at work with the same person too I'm like really starting to think that this person is either a complete and utter idiot  or is just mentally not all there I really think he is just a flat chested girl cause he seems to be the most sensitive mother effer I ever met  the only thing that annoys me it probably
one of my biggest pet peeves is when people are talking about u like ur not there I mean if you got something to say.grow a pair and say it to my face and if you can't say it to my face then.suck it easy.and shut your mouth hahaha help that's all for now later boggerers

tHe WoNDeRs oF tHe MaLe PsYcHe

It ceases to amaze me how the male thought process works how they seem to think "no" means "yes" and "ur not my type" means "ask me out again" okay this is obviously not about every guy in the world but its too these few moronic boys who are pretty much dumb ahhs these determined little bastards are unfortunately the only ones who try to get at me sad I know its probably one of the biggest reasons why I don't date cause only perverted faggets wanna date me hahaha k maybe I'm being dramatic but hey being dramatic is my cup of tea and I'm good at it hahaha welp I think that's all for my little venting session on why dating sucks a huge stink ahh hahahaha ciao for now Blogger world!

FeeL tHe BuRN

Whoo I decided I need to motivate myself to lose sum fuzzin weight!! I know I say that a lot but this time I'm serious I'm gonna lose weight even if it kills me yeah its that serious I also need to learn.how to drive my mother informed.me that  she's gona force me to start driving. But I honestly think that if I'm behind the wheel of a car someone is gona die literally soo well his see how that turns out probably in sum horrible freak accident but atleast I get to tell my mom I told you so and then she will never question my authority again hahaha well I gotta go to sleep.for work now ( totally not looking forward to it) can't wait hahaha alright then till.we meet again bloggerz

KiLL BiLL VoL. 1

I'm watching kill bill vol. 1 and I forgot how fuzzin awesome it is!! Make me wish I could be freakin amazing at fighting one of these days I m gonna be just like her skinny and kicking some serious ahh it jus makes me wanna go to Japan n be taught by some wise ancient monk or something of that sort  cause u know stuff like that happens everyday. I totally want to go and explore that country one day it would be the most wonderful experience of my life one day one day

uNBeaRaBLe HeaT

The weather in this state is freakin crap!! It's either too dam hot or to dam cold either way I'm not satisfied I wish I.could control this blasted heat I'm sweating buckets in this mother effer  who needs golds gyms sana when you live in a fire pit. You think since you got five fans going on at once it would be a bit cooler eeeerrrrrrrrnnnnt your wrong it just like being inside of a blow dryer just blowing hot air at you it pretty much sucks a butt to not have air conditioning  I jus wanna sleep in a tub of cold water right about now why am I cursed with such a bloody hot house! Why ??? The only good thing about it is that I think its helping me lose weight but not enough for me to want to endure this pain oh this is gonna be a long hot ahh summer! Wish me luck as I go through this long suffering

Toodle-loo to u