Nelle's 5 years

Oh man i cant believe its been five years since you past away you've been missed constantly not a moment goes by without someone saying i wish nelle was here or if only nelle was here. When you first passed i didnt have an understanding of the gospel. I didnt understand why these things happend or why it had to be you. I now know that heavenly father had more instore for you that its was essential for you to be with him now. That we had much to learn from your passing. The closer your loved ones came unto christ the closer they felt to your spirit. I would often find myself thinking of how different things would be if you were here but coming to know the gospel I now find myself thinking of the great reunion in heaven. I often fear for family members who dont know the gospel or dont want to know I want so badly for all of us to be there but i know the choices they make are theres for a reason and that the trials they face can not always be fixed by me.But I have faith that heavenly father will help them to see the truthfulness of the gospel to see aww the love heavenly father has for them. although the loss of you saddened me it also helped me take a step towars christ a step toward the temple im truly greatful for the gospel and the opportunity it gives us to live with our loved ones again. I know it to be true with every inch of me its something i can not deny. I love you all and thanks for reading bloggers

Hello again blogging world

It has been awhile since I been on here and I'm glad to report that a few things have changed since I we last met. I'm am now a married woman and reading back on my past post I actually married a creep lol. I started this blog when I was 21 and I am now 26 and my husband will not let me forget it lol. I will tell you guys a little bit about him his name is Teukifelepule Tai and he is 24 hence why he wont let me forget my age but its okay cause he looks older then me and that's what really counts right??.... but anyways when I was reading my old blogs my last ones talked about feeling like I don't know where my life is headed and I'm glad to say I now know what I'm doing with my life and don't feel as depressed and lost anymore a lot of that has to do with reactivating myself into going to church although I haven't been great about it lately. I did see how much me and my husband were blessed for going. I'm still overweight and dramatic but luckily I found somebody who accepts me for all my many flaws. I've been married for a little over a year and half we just got sealed in the temple this past February. Married life is a lot different then I thought it would be its been the most challenging thing I've face thus far lol all you married folks know what I'm talking about lol. although it has its challenges it has such great rewards even though we have been married for only a little bit of time there has been major amount of growth from both of us. I can honestly say that I would never go back to being single lol.  well I hope you enjoyed catching up with me laters bloggers

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I'm BACK!! Beezys hahaha well lately I've been doin a lot of deep thinkin wen I'm all alone which for me has been a lot lately and wenever I'm in deep thought I always think this wud be a great blog topic or watever u call it haha I totally had a great a idea to blog about but as soon as I open my blog the idea vanished as usual hahha oh my life is such a beezy to me hahaha but lately I've been wondering where my life is goin these days I use to have a little bit of an idea on which direction my life is goin but now I really have no idea wat I'm doin with it cause I have made exactly zero% worth of progression from high school and its like everything but me is changing hahaha and its getting sort of depressing hahaha so I've decided to do things outside my comfort zone haha well that didn't really work out cause I barely discovered a big huge wuss hahaha Soo now I have to find a conquer my fears any suggestions I'm very open to them Hahhaa plz let me know hahaha

its been FOREVER!!

HELLO blogging world hahaha havent been on here lately but  totally need to get back on this blogging stuff well since my last blog i have got a new job its not exactly the funnest job in the world hahaha okay im lying its a total drag im always counting dow the seconds till i cant bust outta that joint hahaha but hey money is money and that is something i am desperately in need of haha because once you know wat its like to have money that you can do wat ever you want with it you will definitely not want to be broke ever again in your life cause being broke is bascially being helpless and that shiz is not fun to depend on others! hahaha but anyways i've kinda been spending alot of time alone dont know why but i actually like being by myself not having to deal with other people and there problems/attitudes cause really some people really been getting on my nerves lately and by some people i mean everyone who isnt my family hahahahha jk well kind of hahahaha well its probably because i've been super inactive in my ward and really need to get the ball rolling with goin back to chruch and actually listening instead of jus starring at the clock hahaha also need to get back on track with my working out daily cause i tell ya im pretty sure i gained the weight of a small person on my gut hahahahahahhaha but i guess you can say i have the same problems hahaha so thats enough hearing me talk about the usual old crap hahaha till i find something new to blog about laterz bloggerz

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i swear i always get these great ideas on what i want to blog about and then when i get on here NOTHING!! hahahaha well thats all i got right hahahahaha have a good one bloggers

my BIGGEST blessings

i guess you can say this is sorta a re-write from one of my earlier post about my family well i guess I'm kinda just realizing why i love these people so much haha late yeah but better late then never hahaha well i guess well start with head of the house (Peleti Anthony Pulu II)
my dad is still the hardest working man in my eyes continually working hard to support his family and i will be forever grateful to him i guess you know you love someone unconditionally when you love them for there faults and that's exactly why i love this guy from the fobby way he dresses to his jokes that only him and my mom find hilarious and its kinda hard not love him for it haha i am also very proud of him for all the major changes he's made in his life especially for getting baptized and being worthy priesthood holder our home has such a different spirit because of it and i am soo lucky that he's my dad
next is my mom (Janella Filigataula Pulu)
although me and my mom are usually at odds with each other it never ceases to amaze me how clearly she  knows and loves her children it always surprises me when i think she doesn't know something about me like my favorite color and she randomly gets me a nail polish and says that's your favorite color right?? and i sort of just nod in shock that she even remembered haha other than that my mom is always the one to  put us back on track because we definitely go off track allot haha and i hate to admit it but she is usually always right my mom also gives long lectures but i never really got why she lectured us so much until i wrote my sister janessa i was irritated with everyone so when i got an e-mail from her and it was a lecture to me i was not happy so i wrote her back saying why do i always get the lecture e-mails when everyone else gets this nice little stories her next e-mail caught me by surprise because she said it is only because i see so much potential in you is why i push so much and straight away i thought of my mom and her lectures i am soo grateful she sees that much potential in me
now on to the siblings first is (Jarae Fa'ataualofa Pulu)
she is the oldest of us all which usually means the most bossy haha but jarae isn't really bossy only when shes lazy she'll be bossy but for the most part she's not in my life jarae has been the most dependable person i know when ever i need her she is there for me whether it be a ride to the store or someone to keep me company when I'm home alone it so comforting to know that i have someone like that in my life even though she looks like shell beat you up she is one of the biggest softies i know haha she is constantly giving whether it be her time or her money she is always willing to help and Ive always looked up to her she one of my role models although she has her faults i will always look up to her
next on the list is (Janessa Ernestina Pulu)
i guess you can say janessa is the leader of all my parents children mostly cause the rest of us are kind of shy what else can i say about this shopaholic i guess you can say she is almost exactly like my mom and looks like my dad i really can not tell how much she reminds me of my mom from what a worry wart she is to her lectures the only  thing that differs is she has a more outgoing personality then my mom does janessa is one of my best friends i can talk to her about anything except for secrets cause she has a hard time keeping those to her self haha and like my mom she always puts me and my brother in our places when we start to get out of hand she knows me inside and out so she knows when im lying to her soo i dont get away with much when shes around haha i guess thats a good thing haha she is also constantly pushing us to be the best we can be and dont know where i would be with out her
lastly is (Peleti Butch Jr. Pulu III)
where do i start with this kid me and bj use to fight alot mostly because he never listened to me but weve grown out of that stage of our lives i like to think haha it wasnt very easy for bj to grow up with three over protective sisters/ bullys haha yeah i admit i was probably the biggest bully to him but like i said we have grown out of that stage of our lives haha bj has always had this calmness about him and he isnt really one to lose his temper he is also one of the most talented kids i know but  he is usually getting lectured from either me and my sisters or my mom its only because we do see how much potential he has but bj has always been such a huge example not only to me but my whole family i will always see him in his room reading his scriptures and saying his prayers without being told to and always the first to be ready for church i know that he will be a great missionary from the he faithfully prepares and i am so proud to call him my younger brother

i think i've found my newest obession haha

alrite sooo like barely this year i watched all of the avatar the last airbender episodes haha yeah i know hella late but i didnt watch them wen they came out because in high school everyone was obessed with it and i refused to watch it for that reason alone haha yeah im stubborn as hell but anyways i never really planned on ever watching it but wen my brother bj came back from school we had barely go netflix and he started watching all the episodes so i did too mostly because of the lack of things to do at my house haha and i found myself addicted!! i couldnt get enough of the show i would watch it from wen i got home from work till i fell asleep at night until the last episode and lucky me i find out that there putting out a sequel series called The Legend of Korra!! im so excited to watch the whole series haha welp jus thought id share hahaha